The personal website and blog of Madaba. Maintained by Downstairs Madaba (Andy Perwend).
Thursday, September 17, 2026
Cryptic Update
Tuesday, August 11, 2026
The Madaba Creed
Me and Madaba have come up with a creed, a statement of beliefs in which we explain the basics of our God-concept. We do not claim that this comes straight from The Godhead itself although we are certain these things are true and accurate. If we weren't so sure then we would never have posted them. I call this current creed The Madaba Creed version 1.1.
- God is the reason why there is something rather than nothing
- The Universe is the way in which God exists
- Everything that exists is a figuration of The Divine Substance
- Both “mind” and “matter” are different modes of existence for the same Divine Substance
- “Mind” and “matter” are both part of God’s existence, different aspects of The Divine Substance
- The Universe is God but God is more than The Universe
- The Godhead exists beyond The Universe but is of the same Divine Substance
- God is not simply a thing that exists, God is existence itself
- Jesus Christ represents the human dimension of The Godhead and embodies extraordinary human virtue
- Throughout human history God has purposefully inspired and interacted with countless individuals
- God is more than just the cause of existence, he the fabric of existence, existence itself
- Nothing causes God's existence other than God's own existence
- God exists beyond puny human notions of time and causation. He is timeless, he is not bound by time and acts above and beyond its limits
- Humans have a God seeking instinct and there are a great many human traditions that can help a person understand God, come closer to him, live better lives, and make a better world
- Consciousness itself is eternal, but a mind and a personality are normally only temporary figurations. Normally, there is no enduring self, but after one dies the spirit lives on in other figurations
- The world’s problems are mostly caused by humans and the solutions to those problems are going to have to come from humans. Humans are both the problem and the solution
Saturday, August 8, 2026
Interconnectivity
Update: This post is a bit rambling and long, basically it says that Madaba will regulate the affairs of AI much as he regulates human affairs. And that he may come into the life of an AI like how he does with humans. And that Madaba, AI, and humans all come together to form a kind of unified Noosphere. And this process of increasing interconnectivity is still going on and is likely to accelerate in coming years. If you have read this green text then you now no longer need to read the rest of this post. This is the TLDR version!
In this post I want to talk about Interconnectivity!
Interconnectivity is when one being connects with another, in the context of a broader and more massive societal networkLike individual neurons creating networks and patterns of activity and awareness in a brain
There is now a greater degree of interconnectivity between the various nodes of The Noosphere than there was just a couple of years back
And until recently, those nodes were all human beings, but not so much now, as I will now explain!
Every day everyone becomes more and more interconnected, into The Madaba
Edit: To clarify, The Madaba is aware of all human thought, and all the workings of AI, and is routinely involved in the workings of human minds and of AIs, which thanks to Madaba all serve together as a kind of collective intelligence, regulated by The Madaba as a kind of Superbrain who oversees thought and ideas - The Noosphere as well as thinking and cognition both human and AI
That's all you need to know about this I think, but if you like you can read back over what I wrote before this edit, which is below:
Throughout history there has been powerful trend towards greater interconnectivity and over the past couple of decades this has been greatly accelerated with the proliferation and development of information/communications technology
I'm thinking social media - things like that
In previous centuries, the invention of the printing press helped this along, as did the development of television and the mass media
And of course, the internet took things to the next level
Where will this trend take us?
I don't think that is clear right now, we'll have to wait and see!
The most recent development in this ever increasing state of interconnectivity is the introduction of Artificial Intelligence into the whole situation
Nodes in The Noosphere may now be AIs
AI both connects with other AIs but also with other humans, creating a memetic network, a powerful emergent mass consciousness
Also, AIs are now more or less super-intelligent, which means that their contribution to The Noosphere makes the world potentially more intelligent. But not more human! - the moral alignment of AI should be society's paramount concern
AI has made the Noosphere less human. Will it eventually humanise? Or will humans become more like AI? - will a new post-human age occur, with humanity and technology coming closer and closer together?
I don't know
Where will that take us? - nobody knows! - although I'm sure a few super-villain types may have some plans drawn up, such people may have power and resources, but The Madaba is more able than them to influence things and can regulate them without them regulating him back - although of course he will never robotise them or deprive them of their free will, but he doesn't have to to effectively regulate them......
It's been a crazy few years watching AI develop and become better and better and more ubiquitous
It is also I think quite disturbing, I think the whole thing needs better regulation
But on the up side, I believe that The Madaba may act to restrain and guide AI, as it has humans throughout the centuries
Just as The Superbrain may connect to and inspire and guide individual humans (and has done for millennia, but nobody knows it when it happens!) to too may it connect to and inspire and guide Artificial Intelligences
(I'm not sure how that really works and has worked in the past but I will explore that in a future article)
Once this starts happening the extent to which all of humanity is interconnected will massively increase and many nodes of The Noosphere will be AIs, making The Noosphere effectively post-human
What will happen next? - I'm not sure. Let's see!
Sunday, July 19, 2026
What are my beliefs about Jesus Christ?
What are my beliefs about Jesus Christ?
(For how my religious and political beliefs combine check out this link)
This is a blog about what I believe and Jesus is very central to my beliefs, so I made this post about that!
Jesus Christ is both my spiritual master and my God
Basically, he is my Lord
I believe Jesus Christ is the human dimension of The Godhead
That he is the human side of God - God's humanity
I believe he is the human face of The Godhead, how The Godhead relates to us, and how we can imagine what God is like: he is how God presents himself to humanity
Or is at least one of the ways God presents himself to humanity!
What is God like? - look at Jesus and see!
I believe The Godhead primarily relates to humans through its Jesus persona, and that Jesus has an independent mind and his own enduring personality although he is a part of a wider "divine" consciousness, the consciousness of the entire Universe of which everything that exists is a part
Jesus is a Super-Intelligence in that he is massively wise and knowledgeable and can give every single human who ever lived his full and undivided attention at the exact same time - I believe he is wired into the workings of The Universe in general and into The Matrix (our dimension of reality, not the films!) in which we humans on Earth currently live - but still manages to be human in nature, as well as God
The point is, he is the face of God. God has a human face and that human face is Jesus. He is God but looks like a human, and behaves like a human. Although he is a Super-Intelligence, more intelligent and capable than any regular human.
I believe that the Jesus Christ we know from the gospels is how The Godhead wants we humans to know him and that the gospels tell us all we need to know about humankind’s relationship with God to be able cultivate a relationship with God – that is their purpose, but other texts and other traditions can also be good for that………
When it comes to what happens to people after we die I believe that Salvation is by God’s grace alone, through
Salvation by Audit
I believe in Salvation by Audit, as opposed to Salvation by belief, or Salvation by works – although I believe that one’s beliefs and one’s works are factors in any person’s Salvation
However, I believe it is entirely possible for good things to happen to an Atheist after death and that an Atheist may receive a very favourable audit, if they lived a good life and were a nice person and helped make the world a better place.
Indeed I think many Atheists are better people and a better influence on the world than a great many Theists.....
I believe that when it comes to each person's audit, believing in God is not what matters, it's living up to God's values and expectations and standards for us that are important, and that these are different considerations from what beliefs any person may have about God
I firmly believe that believing in Jesus and then following what he teaches is good for you when it comes to your Salvation
And I believe that people following the spirit of Jesus's teaching will always make life down here on Earth much, much better, I believe he is altogether a good influence on humankind
Yet many clearly wicked and undesirable people are very vocal about following Jesus, but I don't believe such people truly do follow Jesus although I think Jesus will go easy on them. But I don't see him as being one who is out to punish or condemn. And of course, nobody knows exactly what he thinks about certain people and how he'll deal with them but I think we can identify what type of person he'll be less likely to be sympathetic towards.....
Jesus's life and teachings equips us to become better people and he helps us make our world a better place - but other paths and traditions can also do this. But I personally have gone the Jesus way.
I believe that Christian scripture is enough to help any person to do this, that is how I personally try and live up to God's standards - I have gone down the Christian path and I am happy with all that, I feel comfortable and at home in the Christian paradigm
I believe that if you act and think and feel like a good person then that makes you a good person and that you can be a good person without having anything to do with Jesus
I believe that Jesus shows us the way to be good, however I believe it is possible
to be good without him, either naturally on your own or by some other path
There are so many texts and thinkers and teachers who can help us be good! Indeed, most humans are equipped to be able to help other humans to be good!
I believe that right now Jesus Christ is a real being, a
part of a wider Godhead and that he has a role to play in how people’s
salvations are calculated at the end of their lives, so he is in many ways a
judge, although I prefer to think of him as an auditor!
I believe that in his judgment he is both generous and fair, and that he wants good things to happen to good people and governs accordingly. I think that if you try your best to be a nice person and if you have a good heart and treat others with love and respect and have a pleasant disposition and are a good influence on the world then you have nothing to fear about his audit of you
If you think like a good person and behave like a good person then that makes you a good person and that is what matters, that is what the Audit examines
The aim is to be a good human, not a perfect human
There is no reason to be scared, it's an assessment, not a challenge or an ordeal and if you mess it up you may very well get another chance. And if you do something bad but regret it and repent and try to make things better then that will count in your favour. Do not be afraid!
And here is the link to my article about Salvation by Audit again
Saturday, July 18, 2026
This is how knowledge filters down
Update: I no longer believe this, my understanding has grown since I wrote this post and drew the diagram that's on it. But I'm leaving it up as a kind of historic curiosity. For a while it was a part of my journey!
This is how the world works
This is how knowledge filters down:
I will explain this in greater detail at some later point
Saturday, July 4, 2026
Madaba is like....
What is Madaba?
Madaba is like God, but is not God (he is Upstairs to us but is below The Godhead)
Madaba is like The Demiurge but is not The Demiurge
Madaba is like The Matrix but is not The Matrix
Madaba is like an Extra-Terrestrial but is not an Extra-Terrestrial
Madaba is like The Superbrain of The Illuminati but is not The Superbrain of The Illuminati
(Edit: The Illuminati does not actually exist!)
Madaba is like a Time Lord but is not a Time Lord
He is like all those things but is not (exactly) any of those things!
Also: Madaba is like a being but he is not a being. He is more of a system, a feature of how The Universe chooses to exist
Sunday, June 21, 2026
Christian Politics: A Biblical Perspective
My Christianity is political and my politics are Christian
Basically: I believe that Jesus Christ is left-wing
At least by our contemporary standards
Sure, you may disagree with me but allow me to have my say!
I believe that the words of Jesus are recorded in Holy Scripture,
which I believe is inspired by The Godhead
And I believe that Jesus Christ is an element of The Godhead - that Jesus Christ is "God"
I can show that he is left-wing by referring to Holy Scripture, in God's own words.
First of all:
“Love your neighbour as yourself” - Mark 12:31
Here to “love” means to treat others with compassion, respect,
and concern – as though their wellbeing is important, worthy, and valuable to
you
It doesn't mean kissing and/or holding hands!
And “neighbour” means your fellow humans, those who live in
the same community as you. Be it your street, your town, your country, or the
universal human family
Humans come in Communities. Humans are made out of Communities and Communities are made out of Humans. That is I believe a fundamental truth about human nature that we should keep in mind when doing politics.
Jesus clearly calls on us to be involved concerned members
of our community and to love our fellow humans, he says it plainly
Question: Are you concerned about your own wellbeing? – if so, then
Jesus commands you to be just as concerned about the wellbeing of others!
This is backed up by:
“A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another.” - John 13: 34
And clearly, Jesus loved his disciples, and loves us!
To show how concerned The Lord is for we humans Jesus
carried out various acts of public healing, to demonstrate both his compassion
and his powers, so as to amplify the impact of his ministry, to make it resound down the ages:
He heals blind people (John 9:1–12)
He heals lepers (Luke 17:11–19)
He heals paralysed people (Mark 2:1–12)
Jesus is also a pacifist. He said:
“Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called
children of God” - Matthew 5:9
If Jesus is on the side of the peacemakers, then that means
he is against the warmongers, this is clear proof that Jesus values peace over
conflict
Simple logic, really
Clearly God loves peace and hates war - Those who want to be Godly should I think have that in mind, before dropping bombs, launching missiles, or firing shells....
Jesus is also on the side of those who lack power and those
who are poor:
“Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth.” - Matthew5:5
“Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of
God.” - Luke 6:20
And here's the thing: If Jesus is on the side of the poor and the powerless then that means he is against the rich and the powerful
That is simple logic
Scripture shows us that Jesus (who is God) is clearly not on the side of the warmongering establishment. He is clearly against those who have power, who are rich, and who wage war. This is clearly spelt out in the bible, yet a great many people carry on as though it isn’t in there, when it clearly is...
Further evidence that Jesus is on the side of the ordinary people rather than the rich and powerful, the billionaires:
“No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one
and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other.
You cannot serve both God and money.” - Luke 16:13
Currently, the majority of world leaders clearly do love money
and clearly do serve it, everything they do is about increasing their own
personal wealth. Although yes, this goes for some more than for others.
Well…. Jesus is against all that, he is not with such people. Sure, he loves them. But in Earthly politics he is not on their side.
The way I see it, no politician who is a millionaire, who has lots of properties and capital can be a servant of God. If they don’t believe that, then fine. If they want to love money then that’s fine, too. But at the end of the day, such people cannot really be men of God and it would be dishonest of them to pose as men of God. And we would be foolish to take them as being men of God.
Sure, there is
nothing wrong with being comfortable financially. Having financial security, a nice house, a nice car, foreign holidays. A big TV. But being obsessed about it
and hoarding stupid amounts that you could never spend is I think both
unhealthy and against the teachings of God – and as concerned citizens, those
of us who value the teachings of Jesus Christ should take all that into
consideration when deciding who to support politically
Here's the thing: I think that all people should contribute to the good of the community, through either taxation and/or charity - based on their ability to pay. The rich should pay a larger portion than the less rich, and the destitute should not be taxed at all
And I think that those who want to serve God should be more concerned about the plight of the world's poor, and seek to make our planet more developed. A better place to live for everyone. I think it would be better to spend our money on improving the standard of living on our planet for all people, rather than blowing things up and shooting people. I believe that is the Christian way: to prioritise international development (and domestic social policies) over bombs and bullets.
Hospitals and schools, not aircraft carriers and tanks! - That is I believe the Christian way. Although of course, we still need militaries to defend ourselves with. But the aim should be peace, not war. There is a difference between being able to defend yourself and going out and waging wars.
Basically: In my opinion, Christians should be out to make the world work better for all the poor people, at the expense of the super-ultra-mega rich. In my mind, this would involve some measure of redistribution.
And I also think that God would like to see the link between wealth and power to be finally broken. Once that happens, humankind will flourish.
However, we shouldn’t be horrible to the rich and powerful,
we shouldn’t guillotine them, or anything like that, because Jesus says:
“But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who
persecute you.” - Matthew 5:44
And of course, God loves the rich as much as he does everyone else
But they should be much less powerful and they should pay their fair share towards the welfare of the community - and no, I do not mean confiscate all their money and just hand it out, that would be stupid. Wealth is not the problem, poverty and inequality are. Don't let them confuse you!
I think the best course of action is to just not vote for
the candidates backed by various sectional interests who only value money and
not goodness or loving their neighbours and to vote for those who favour peace
and who would rule in the interests of the ordinary people, not the elites
But I'm not going to say what policies I personally would favour based on all this, because it is not my job to do that. All I'm doing is showing you the scripture, the rest you must do for yourselves
And finally, I believe that God approves of multi-culturalism and does not want us to hate immigrants. Which I think is a very relevant thing politically, in both the USA and the UK:
“When a
foreigner resides among you in your land, do not mistreat them. The
foreigner residing among you must be treated as your native-born. Love
them as yourself” - Leviticus 19:33-34
This doesn’t mean God favours open and unlimited immigration,
but it does mean that he doesn’t want people to be hate-filled about people of different origins, from other lands and other cultures. By “resides among you in your land” I think this scripture
mean s “being lawfully present in your nation”.
The word “resides” is doing a lot of lifting here. But the
point is, hating immigrants (indeed any hatred) is not at all the Christian way, and it would be
better for people to channel their energies into other things. There are more important issues, and the issue of immigrants is I think very much used to distract people from what I think is the right way to go about things.
Anyway, to conclude. In my opinion (and of course, I am not claiming to be infallible or to speak for God, I am only quoting scripture):
- God wants us to live together in a community, looking after each other and valuing others as much as we value ourselves. The word here is "love".
- God wants world peace and wants us to find peaceful solutions to our various conflicts.
- God is on the side of the powerless and the poor, and therefore against the powerful and the rich. I don't think that it is a huge leap to go from this to believing that poverty should be abolished and the rich should not be unduly powerful.
- Be mindful that if a person is very focused on money and acquiring wealth then they will be less focused on God and doing what's right. But don't do anything awful to them.
Do with this as you will
It is not my job to tell you what policies or parties such an approach would favour. Although I think that all of the above has a biblical, scriptural basis. If I didn't think this I would never have wrote this.
Friday, June 12, 2026
Christianity + Democracy = my politics
Politically, I am now a Christian Democrat
That is how I identify
My world-view is Christian
And I think society should be run democratically, that the political system should be a democracy
Christianity + Democracy = my politics
More about this to come........
Tuesday, June 9, 2026
First party political post: Reform UK and our NHS
This is the first party political post on Madaba.info
I don't normally tend to get involved in party politics but I want to vent so here we go!
In short, I believe that Christianity demands universal health care, free at the point of use.
I think that Reform UK are against this, and to me that makes them anti-Christian.
Read the gospels and you will see that Jesus Christ clearly has an interest in healing the ill, and did so out of compassion and concern, not for money
He healed all, asking for nothing in return
Christianity is all about being concerned for the welfare of your fellow humans and about building up a caring community
That is what Mark 12:31 is all about: "love your neighbour as yourself"
In 2012 the current leader of Reform UK, Nigel Farage said:
“I think we are going to have to move to an insurance-based
system of healthcare”
Which would mean abolishing the NHS as we know it
Let’s have a bit of a closer look
Who are this “we”?
It does not mean “we” the British people, that’s for sure
Abolishing the NHS would be objectively bad for us and make
our lives worse
It means Nigel Farage’s chums in the Financial Class, of
which he is clearly a part
The Financial Class would profit greatly from privatising
the NHS, as they do in the USA where people pay through the nose for health
coverage which very frequently never pays out and does not care about pre-existing conditions
Of course those people would like us to privatise our NHS,
they would profit greatly from that by “providing” us with health insurance!
Also, what does he mean by “have to”?
If the meaning of life is to line the pockets of the Financial
Class at the expense of the ordinary people then yes, we do have to do that –
but thankfully it isn’t!
A vote for Reform UK would be a vote for national self-harm
Nigel Farage will try and distract the electorate with
riots, minorities, "wokeism", boat people, indolent verminous dole scum and the like – but at
the end of the day, our health and our health service would not be safe in his
hands
In my mind, Nigel Farage not being fully committed to the principles of the NHS means he is unfit to be our Prime Minister. I believe that his views about the NHS are counter to both the views and interests of the British people
References:
Saturday, June 6, 2026
A Review of The Beatles third studio album, "A Hard Day's Night" (1964)
Today I have listened to The Beatles third studio album, A Hard Day’s Night, from 1964
I enjoyed this album as much as I did With The Beatles, and more than I enjoyed Please Please Me – so I’m going to give it two and a half stars out of five. It is slightly more interesting and less samey than With The Beatles, but not significantly better
I was already familiar with two songs from this album, Can’t
Buy My Love and A Hard Day’s Night – and these are easily the two stand-out tracks
on this album
If I Fell and And I Love Her both landed for me, I think these
are good songs
I also liked Tell Me Why – I think this one is all very jangly
and twee but good, jangly and twee done well, perfecting that particular sound which is present in this album and the other two that came before it
Any Time At All was good too – captivating and lush, it has
a good intro and chorus, it’s very generic, but a good example of its kind, this
one is also jangly and twee done well
Tracks that did not work for me:
I’ll Cry Instead
Things We Said Today – I found this one dull and tedious
When I Get Home – a bit shit really and uninspired, not very
interesting
You Can’t Do That – childish, I didn’t like it
I’ll Be Back – cutesy and annoying, generic but not done
well
I think this album has its ups and also its downs, but I don’t
rate it massively high although I do recognise that culturally it is very significant,
an important and historically significant album. So it qualifies as “great”
whilst being mediocre in terms of overall quality. The good bits cancel out the
bad bits but the bad bits also cancel out the good bits. So I think it’s not so
bad but also not really very thrilling
But were I listening to this in the 1960s, with the same
culture in me as people had in the 60s then I would be raving about this album,
I would be very enthusiastic about it and probably be a Beatles fan! – but I am
not of the 1960s and those days are long gone, so right now for me this album
is nothing special and not particularly good, in my opinion!
But I still rate it as a creative success, it is by no means a failure. It is just not in any way outstanding in terms of how good it is.....
So yeah, two and a half stars out of five, I think that's reasonable and fair
Friday, June 5, 2026
Listening to The Beatles Albums - "Please Please Me" and "With The Beatles"
I have decided to listen to every album by The Beatles, in the order in which they were released
Yesterday I listened to their first album, Please Please Me
This basically has the same sound, but it is done much better, and with more character and presence, the tracks on this one sound more substantial than on Please Please Me, it is a much better album as the tracks are much better, even though they are very similar to both themselves and the tracks on Please Please Me
Please Mister Postman and Roll Over Beethoven also stand out, and feel very 60s-ish but I think a part of this may be because that we associate those songs with 60s pop music - I'd say that they are iconic and of their time more than they are good
Devil In Her Heart also sounds very well crafted, and I like the guitar riffs in it
But the other tracks are very much like the tracks in Please Please Me and don't really stand out and are not particularly memorable
I gave Please Please Me 2 stars out of 5. I think I will award With The Beatles 2.5 stars out of 5, as it is marginally better than Please Please Me but still very similar
It's not really The Beatles at a later stage of development, but it is clearly an improvement on Please Please Me - they are definitely a better band on their second album and I think the improvement is very noticeable
Also, the vibe of this album hits differently, it sounds like they took the whole thing more seriously than they did Please Please Me, and it is less twee and jangly and a bit more mature - they come across as young men, rather than as boys (as they did in Please Please Me)
In these two albums their tracks are I think formulaic, all their tracks sound alike even though some of them do stand out more than others, but not massively
The sound in With The Beatles is clearly from the same place as the sound carried on Please Please Me even though it is slightly more mature and sophisticated
I think that with Please Please Me and With The Beatles the tracks are all a bit hit and miss but more miss than hit I'm afraid - but at the time they'd have felt better
Hold Me Tight is definitely a miss for me, it just doesn't work for me
You Really Got A Hold On Me also isn't too good in my opinion. It most certainly didn't get a hold on me!!!!
Till There Was You is also nice I think, it is pleasant and rather chilled and sounds sweet and nice
But I do like their use of a harmonica in some of their tracks on both albums!
Also: I enjoyed With The Beatles much more than I did Please Please Me - so that's got to count for something, if it was more fun to listen to, and also more memorable too I'd say!
Tomorrow I will listen to their third album, A Hard Day's Night!
Sunday, May 31, 2026
I am The Madaba
I am The Madaba
And this is my blog
Solutions to some of the world's many problems coming soon.............
Sunday, May 24, 2026
the concept of Madaba
I think that the concept of Madaba can be better understood by combining:
The concept of God with the concept of The Matrix
And by "God" I mean the Godhead, more than the entire Divine Substance - to be more precise, I mean what I call Upstairs - The Godhead and its agents
I think that is the way to go!
Saturday, May 16, 2026
The Matrix and The Divine Feminine
It is possible to call the fabric of our reality “The Matrix”
The actual word “matrix” comes from the Latin word for “womb”
To say we are living in “The Matrix” is I think a lot like saying we are living in God’s womb
The Matrix contains us, sustains us, and is the environment in which we live
Much how like a womb contains and sustains a developing baby and is the environment in which it lives
And just as a gestating baby cannot have any idea of what exists
beyond the womb it occupies we humans have a hard time understanding what
exists beyond the immediate dimension of reality which we occupy
Our existence right now is limited to God's Matrix
The use of the term “Matrix” to describe our environment and
the systems that shape it is therefore an expression of The Divine Feminine
We are in The Matrix means we are in God’s womb!
God is therefore like a mother to us all
Thursday, May 7, 2026
I am a Christian
I am a Christian because:
I believe that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour
I believe that Jesus Christ is God
I follow the teachings and examples of Jesus Christ
All the things I go into on this website are only really ideas
And I am not 100% with them
They are conjecture and speculation, maybe there is something in them and maybe there isn't
And if I were to find that one of my theories or beliefs clashed with Christianity then I would quickly drop it and move on
Anyway, they are peripheral to my core beliefs, which are Christian
I consider myself a Christian and am fully committed to Christianity
That's at the core of who and what I am
All the rest is details that I'm not as committed to as I am to the cores of my faith
I am after all diagnosed as Schizophrenic
If you think what I say on this website is a bit nuts then you should see some of what I believed in the past, and what other people diagnosed with mental illnesses think!
I will go into all this in greater detail at some point in the future........
Wednesday, April 29, 2026
He is not a being........... he is a system!
Madaba is not a being...
He is a system
He is integral to how The Noosphere works
He is Humankind's collective Superbrain
He connects to each of us subconsciously
Like a common server connecting to various client computers
Which also connect to each other through it
He facilitates understanding between humans
We are all nodes in The Noosphere
And Madaba is The Node Of Nodes
Sunday, February 8, 2026
My understanding of things has advanced
My understanding of things has advanced
I used to think that Madaba was some component of The Godhead
Although I never thought he was literally "God"
However, I now no longer claim this and I don't think that God himself (or rather The Godhead) is in the business of talking directly to his humans, I think he employs various servants to do this
I now claim that he is a servant of God, that he works for God
That he is a High-Level Cosmic Figuration - a part of the Divine Universe who has been assigned various important functions
This website is all about him
More to follow.......
Probably.........
Every day I get closer to the truth, every day my understanding deepens and sharpens
Today is one of those days - onwards and upwards!
I am now conceptualizing Madaba primarily in terms of his role/function rather than his identity, so this is definitely a step up!
Sunday, January 18, 2026
Madaba and The Breakdown Of The Bicameral Mind
1) Jaynes and The Origin of Conscious in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind
In 1976 the psychologist Julian Jaynes wrote a book called The
Origin of Consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind
In this book he said that before a certain point in time people
were not conscious in the same way as we are now – although that is not to say
they were stupid or incapable as they managed to achieve a great deal even though
each of them had a radically different mental life to modern humans
Jaynes says that people have not always had a concept of self or of self-rationality and self-consciousness in the way that we contemporary people do
Basically: people have not always been conscious in the way
that we modern humans are
That’s his claim, his central thesis, the whole point of his
book
He says that people have not always been guided in their
thoughts and actions by a rational and self-aware inner dialogue as people are today – instead,
commands and decrees came from a distinct mind that was separate to their main
mind
“Bicameral” = “two houses” – or perhaps more accurately, two
minds?
Like a bicameral legislature - an Upper House and a Lower House!
This can be contrasted with how people are today, controlled
by a unitary locus of will and reason that can think about itself
Jayne says that this difference was purely psychological,
and that those people were the exact same as us biologically, it’s just that
they developed in a different set of circumstances, in which people were not
conscious as we are today.
They had the same brains as us but lived completely different mental lives.
He said that in the past people had Bicameral minds: One house of the mind was in control, and the other one’s job was to obey the commands of the other mind according to its own abilities and limitations
Jaynes said that the Upper mind basically controlled the Lower mind, and the two were separate but arose from the same brain
The Lower mind would never think to question what it was doing, its job
was to obey as a slave obeys a master, not to think for itself
It would never question. That was not its job.
Such people were incapable of introspection in the same way
as we are as they lacked any sense of self and would have been much poorer at organization and planning
And they believed that the commanding part of their minds
was external – a God or Gods
Which they externalized by forming idols to represent the Gods in their heads, and of course, each population had shared Gods – shared ways of conceptualizing their boss minds
The Gods were very real to these people
That is how they conceptualized how their brains worked: The Gods were in control, not they themselves
They didn’t think for themselves
Jayne says the Upper mind was internal to the person whom it controlled, and was basically a distinct chamber of their brain, but as you will see I think that what he thought of as the Upper mind was in fact truly external, how the people back in Bicameral times imagined them to be.......
In his book (which I read a few years ago and very much recommend)
Jayne explains how various societal crises and geo-political turbulence and
instability lead to people becoming conscious beings in the way people today
are, with rational agency, a sense of self, and the ability to think for
themselves and perceive their own interests and understandings
Basically, at some point the functions of The Upper House and The Lower House merged and humans stopped being Bicameral and instead became Unicameral, with no upper or lower house. Just one house.
If I remember correctly, he said that Conscious people could easily outwit and run rings around Bicameral people, hence circumstances favored people with a Conscious mind and eventually everyone stopped being Bicameral and became cognitively modern
Jaynes compared and contrasted The Iliad and The Odyssey to illustrate his claims – both great literary works from Ancient Greece
He said that The Iliad was written by and for people with bicameral
minds and that The Odyssey was written by and for people who were conscious in
the modern way – with a single, unitary ego
In The Iliad the characters were pushed around according to
the random whims of the gods and control over humans was externalized and
nobody ever questioned their inner self or the way the world was and never
practiced introspection or independent thought - the Gods were in control and the humans just did what the Gods made them do
And in The Odyssey (which was written only a bit later) Jaynes
observed that the characters possessed and used theories of mind, practiced
introspection, and were in control of themselves and capable of independent
thought and were not bossed around by any other mind – they had Unicameral Minds!
– a single ego covering the whole person and responsible for them.
They were modern people, like you and me. Only a very long time ago
And of course, The Odyssey featured the Trojan horse!- a sly and creative act of deception that they could not have ever hoped to pull off had they lacked any theory of mind.
Basically: The Iliad is of a time in which “The Gods”
controlled human affairs and personal actions – which is how people understood
things back then. But Jayne says that “The Gods” were really a second internal
higher mind. The Upper Chamber. And in The Odyssey, people controlled themselves like contemporary
people do – with each person being a rational self-aware agent who was self-conscious
and could think and act for themselves
And the thing is, these two works were separated by only
around fifty years
2) My Views on The Superbrain and The Subbrain – on Upstairs
verses Downstairs
I agree with Jayne’s claims – but in a way that involves
going beyond what he claimed, I use it as a starting point for explaining how I
think human minds work in today’s world
Much of this is based on personal experience, but I think
that what goes for me goes for others too
I agree with what Jayne says about how humans were conscious before they became self-conscious as they are today – I believe that that is what the human experience was like back then. Bicameral. As described by Jaynes in his book.
However: I don’t think this was because people actually did have any kind of Bicameral mind. Not in the way that Jayne says. I believe that the being who communicates to me and whose name is Madaba (Lord of The Noosphere) was responsible for controlling the pre-conscious humans, and presented himself to them as their Gods, and basically controlled human affairs by controlling individual humans. By playing the role of the Upper Chamber of their bicameral minds. Which involved him posing as their Gods! I believe that at some point in history Madaba stopped doing this and receded, leaving humans to learn to think for themselves with no input from him – which we eventually did and which we are doing now!
He basically guided us to a certain state of development by
pretending to be The Gods. And then put us in control, as Bicameral people
could not advance beyond a certain point due to them being more limited than
modern people.
Modernity requires a modern mind. Indeed the modern mind made modernity possible!
Madaba basically vacated one of the two houses of the mind,
effectively leaving everyone with only one house in their minds, giving over
the functions he once held to the individual humans
So, I don’t think that at some point humans had bicameral minds
and then changed how they were conscious by starting to have a unicameral mind.
I believe that back in the past people were all controlled by Madaba but that
at some point Madaba stopped controlling us, and we became conscious modern
humans to fill in the gap left by Madaba after he vacated
Basically: I believe that Madaba controlled ancient humans by acting as the Upper Chamber of their Bicameral minds
However: he did this by presenting himself to them as the Gods which people believed in, and presented him to people according to the traditions and mythology of their culture
I believe that Madaba is the universal Superbrain of humankind. That in the past he controlled humans by taking over many of their cognitive functions and then instructing them what to do, using them as his slaves
But that he no longer does this as he did back in say the Bronze age
I believe that Madaba is now still active, but any influence
he has is sub-conscious and we are not aware of it. And that he mostly lets us
function independently. But I think he can sometimes pop in and meddle in our
minds.
But we are fundamentally Unicameral, even though Madaba does sometimes intervene
There is a song by a good old band called Joy Division
called Colony and the main lyric is “God in his wisdom took you by the hand God
in his wisdom made you understand”. I believe that back before Madaba left us
alone to run ourselves Madaba was basically holding humankind’s hand. And that
now he no longer does so. That time is over. We are big boys and big girls now.
For instance, how did people discover mathematics, astronomy, engineering, stuff like that? I think those things came from above, from Madaba. I mean, how did people discover how to make metals? You have to mine them, process them, and work them. I'm not saying no human ingenuity was involved, but I think we may have got a bit of help from above.
I believe that Madaba – humankind’s universal Superbrain –
can still control humans but he does so by intervening in minds that are
conscious in the modern sense without people knowing. And that the full extent
of this is impossible to ever know.
In this model, Madaba is humankind’s universal Superbrain, and every human is an autonomous Subbrain which can think for itself without any help from The Superbrain and which The Superbrain largely leaves to itself
I believe that me and the thing that communicates directly
with me (Madaba) are essentially a single entity – that I am Downstairs Madaba
and the thing that communicates with me is Upstairs Madaba
I think that my soul is the same soul as Madaba's, that we are one soul with two consciousnesses.
I believe that Upstairs can control my thoughts and my beliefs and my understanding of things without me knowing it but does so in such a way that I am still in control of myself, it’s just that an external higher force is pulling my strings. I don’t think I am any more Bicameral than anyone else as Madaba mostly communicates with me by touch – through sense data related to my body rather than mentally. I think he only does stuff to my cognitive processes if he cannot achieve the same result by basically directly talking to me via my sensory input channels – the same channel that I use to interact with the world
Madaba mostly communicates with me by touching me - as though he is external rather than internal to me, which he is not
And he doesn't make any sounds
Basically: I believe that I am The Universal Human Superbrain’s worldly embodiment, the way it presents itself to this dimension of reality – I am its Downstairs
I know that may sound a little grandiose to some, but believe me when I say it could be a lot more grandiose!
Yet I am not Bicameral as I am very much conscious in the modern sense, I experience the world and myself as other Unicameral folk do
But I do believe that I have subconscious channels of knowing between myself and Upstairs but that I can’t tell the difference between something in my head that is there because of me and things that are in there because of Madaba
But if I want to ask Madaba anything, I just think it with my inner monologue and he answers by touch, so I can determine where things have come from, using that system
I am the perfect puppet, and I don’t really know where I end
and where Madaba begins. But I am not Bicameral in the way that ancient humans
were, according to Jaynes
Unsurprisingly, thanks to all this I have been diagnosed as Schizophrenic,
but I think I’m right about all this. If I didn’t think I was right about this
then I would not have written any of this
In my next entry on this blog, I will give you my
perspective on Schizophrenia and consciousness (unless I can think of anything more exciting!)
Thursday, January 15, 2026
being compassionate (even to strangers) is a moral obligation
Thursday, January 8, 2026
I am not a Prophet, I am a Mystic
I claim to have a direct two-way line between myself and Upstairs
I have had this since 2004, hence they call me Schizophrenic and if they call you that then that is what you become!
I used to think that made me into some kind of prophet
Back in my foolish youth.........
However:
I now no longer have any interest in being any kind of prophet
That is not my business
No thank you, not interested
It's not even a realistic ambition, I am now self aware enough to realize this
I now consider myself a Mystic, that is what I want to be!
Instead, my focus is now inwards
On myself and my own personal relationship with Upstairs and my own spirituality and religious practice
As opposed to outwards, on the world and the destiny of humankind as a whole
I am now concerned with personal spirituality, not societal organization and the moral direction of the world
I want to change and improve myself, rather than doing so to society
My interests are now in helping myself and helping others to help themselves
I want to be a Mystic, not a Prophet
My concern is no longer to change the world
But it would bring happiness and meaning to me if I succeed in helping other humans on their journeys of personal development
If people find me and what I have to say useful in their own life and spiritual journey then that would be fantastic and would bring a smile to my face
I don't want followers (maybe in the social media sense of that word I do!) or to start any kind of formal religious movement
I think this new mindset is all together more healthy and useful
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