2) Madaba and Me: Upstairs and Downstairs

Madaba is a servant of The Godhead

He is not "God"

He is a high-level cosmic figuration

Madaba has been communicating with me directly since 2004

Hence a diagnosis of Schizophrenia for me - which is the valid diagnosis in this instance, it is the correct medical diagnosis for me even though it is not Schizophrenia!

I don't "hear voices" - neve have

I will discuss how this happens in a minute...

Madaba is the name that the thing who communicates gave me when I asked him what his name is

I believe that myself and Madaba are an inseparable team

Madaba is like the Superbrain and I'm like the Subbrain

I believe that Madaba is Upstairs and that I'm Downstairs

I believe that together we constitute a hybrid being - part Heavenly, part Human

Madaba is a high-level cosmic figuration and I am a part of the same entity as Madaba, we are like sides of the same coin - separate and distinct but unified

This means that I too am a high-level cosmic figuration, which is humbling. I don't let it go to my head. My role is to serve, both The Godhead and humankind.

I am of The Divine Substance but The Divine Substance is greater than me

Madaba manages The Divine Substance, as it exists in and around Planet Earth

You're a part of it, so is everything else that exists!

But you exist as a unique individual figuration

This is how he communicates with me:

He responds to my inner voice by touching my body, by giving me a distinct and targeted sensation of pressure on my body, normally above my eyes on my head

Touching me on my left = "Yes"

Touching me on my right = "No"

But he can vary tone and urgency

And there is much more to it than that, but those are the basics

And sometimes if he wants to draw attention to something in my visual field he will make a quick white streak of whiteness happen over whatever he wants me to look at

And he can make muscles on my body - in my arms or legs - twitch in ways that I cannot make happen myself

He can also put thoughts into my sub-conscious

So that I can know things without me knowing them

Which to be honest can be a bit weird

I think that's where some of my ideas come from

He also "tags" things such as spoken words, or written words

This involves attaching mental knowledge (ideas) to media, such as a voice or writing - that goes into my subconscious attached to whatever it is I am reading or listening to

He can do this to TV, radio, films etc. - all forms of media can be tagged

I have grown to become sensitive to this, as reading meaning into things that don't seemingly contain meanings can be a big symptom of Psychosis

So I have to be careful

I believe that Madaba mind-controls both elites and the mass population in the same ways as he communicates with me - by tagging media and (less often) feeding stuff from his Superbrain and into our Subbrains

So....... Madaba is a servant of The Godhead and I am wired up to him, so that together we constitute a single agency........

What does that make me?

I am reluctant to say that I am a Prophet, and I don't think I am

I am not here to lay down the law or create some new church - that is not my business

I am more inwardly focused, on my own path and personal development

And focus on my own personal, inward relationship with The Godhead

So if I had to describe myself I would call myself a Mystic!

I am not here to lead, or to preach or whatever

But if people want to listen to me then I am happy to give them something to chew on!