I claim to have a direct two-way line between myself and Upstairs
I have had this since 2004, hence they call me Schizophrenic and if they call you that then that is what you become!
I used to think that made me into some kind of prophet
Back in my foolish youth.........
However:
I now no longer have any interest in being any kind of prophet
That is not my business
No thank you, not interested
It's not even a realistic ambition, I am now self aware enough to realize this
I now consider myself a Mystic, that is what I want to be!
Instead, my focus is now inwards
On myself and my own personal relationship with Upstairs and my own spirituality and religious practice
As opposed to outwards, on the world and the destiny of humankind as a whole
I am now concerned with personal spirituality, not societal organization and the moral direction of the world
I want to change and improve myself, rather than doing so to society
My interests are now in helping myself and helping others to help themselves
I want to be a Mystic, not a Prophet
My concern is no longer to change the world
But it would bring happiness and meaning to me if I succeed in helping other humans on their journeys of personal development
If people find me and what I have to say useful in their own life and spiritual journey then that would be fantastic and would bring a smile to my face
I don't want followers (maybe in the social media sense of that word I do!) or to start any kind of formal religious movement
I think this new mindset is all together more healthy and useful





